Last Wednesday. We were just lying in bed, talking about how much we missed high school. He said he missed how we spent all of our lunch breaks together, how he would take me to the library before he went to class, how he visited me there sometimes, how he would peek in my classroom whenever he passed by just to have a glimpse of me, how he would look for me during our recess breaks, how we would eat outside everyday after school, how he would walk me home and help me carry my stuff. Everything.
I miss high school. I miss how everything was so easy. How distance was never a problem for us. How easy it was to see go each other whenever we want to. How I wouldn’t be so sad because he’s so far away and I terribly miss him.
But distance makes us.. stronger. I love how we greet each other with a hug and/or kiss whenever we see each other, how when I look into his eyes right at that moment, I see how he missed me, and I realize deep inside how much I missed him too (and love him).
Sure, it’s heartbreaking whenever we say goodbye and give each other a kiss on the cheek (or on the forehead, for me), how we try to hold on to each other’s hands until we can’t reach it anymore as he walks farther and farther away from me before he leaves, looking into each other’s eyes and taking in every bit of each other’s face, knowing we won’t be seeing each other for a while again. How I watch him go, wishing I could run up to him and stop him and tell him to stay a bit longer with me, and how I turn away and get all teary-eyed.
But in the end, everything’s still worth it. ♥
1st sem is over! And I just wanna say thanks to all the people who made me smile through those five months! ♥
Of all the things that had to happen on the same date, it had to be our 2nd anniversary and our Math finals.
HAHA. I looked like a zombie after days of staying up doing Math. Clearly not how I wanted to look on our 2nd anniversary. Plus, our lunch date was such a mess. A beautiful mess, though. My Math finals was at 1:30. I had to study while we were together and we ended up eating lunch at Jollibee because it was the nearest fastfood and I was freaking out that I might be late for the test. HAHA. Who eats at Jollibee on such a special occasion… I hate you Math.. And I couldn’t stop saying “I’M SO NERVOUS” while we were eating. But he just listened to my ranting. He didn’t complain, and he kept telling me, “You can do it. Don’t be nervous.”
I was in such a hurry when I left that before I rode the tricycle, all I could do was give him a goodbye hug and say, “Bye thank you so much take care i love you happy anniversary!”
After the finals, he listened to my rants again without complaining and kept telling me I’m gonna get a high grade.
He just never fails to keep a smile on my face. :)
HEEHEE HI THERE IF YOU’RE READING THIS ♥ I’m looking forward to REALLY celebrating our 2nd anniversary on Sunday! I love you :)
… “I love you so much. I’m happy that I have you, and I couldn’t be happier.”
We greet each other with a hug, like we always do whenever we see each other.
He tried to answer my math homework while I told mom we were going out for a bit.
As we went outside the gate, a man selling cotton candy passed by. He asked me if I wanted some and I nodded with a smile. I went back inside to get some money to pay for it ‘cause the man didn’t have change for the bill he gave him. When I went back outside, I saw that they were talking.
We were walking, enjoying the cotton candy. I asked him, “What did you guys talk about?” And he said, “He asked me if you were my wife.” I tried to hide my surprise with my smile and acted like that was the most normal question I’ve ever heard. “Oh? What did you say?” He looked at me and smiled. “I said, no. Not YET though. She’s still my girlfriend.”
Once again, he has left me speechless.
I smiled and went back to enjoying my cotton candy. I haven’t eaten this stuff for months. The last time I ate some was during our school fair, and he was also the one who bought it for me.
We walked to the lake. While walking, I told him, “Thanks for coming.” and I kissed him on the cheek. He said, “I really missed you.” and held my hand while walking. We then bought some street food and looked for seats.
After eating, we walked to the nearest convenience store to buy some drinks. We sat there and just talked about stuff. Reminiscing.. Gosh, I realized we’ve already been through so much. We also talked about the future. It’s just so exciting and scary at the same time.
And in those random moments of silence, he would say, “I love you” and kiss me on the forehead or on the cheek. And I couldn’t help smiling like an idiot and thinking about how I really, REALLY loved this guy.
He walked me back home, said bye to my mom, and gave me a goodbye hug and kiss.
You asked me, “How much do you love me?” And I thought about every possible metaphor to say it, but I suddenly realized.. I really couldn’t measure how much I love you. All the metaphors wouldn’t be enough, for there are simply no words to describe how much I love you.
Happy 1 year and 11 months ♥
I can’t even express how lucky I feel because I have you.
I know your finals are stressful, and I understand that. And I understand not getting to see you for more than two weeks.
I know you had finals a while ago, but thanks for using your vacant periods to go see me :) Thanks for spending time with me. But most of all, thanks for taking me to the bus station just to make sure I’m safe. My protective boyfriend, tsk. Thanks for helping me carry all my heavy stuff all the way from the condo to the train station and to the bus station, for staying with me for a while in the bus before it left, for that goodbye hug and kiss on the cheek.
I know I say this a lot, but I really really love you. I still feel sad whenever we part ways, and I don’t think I’ll ever get used to this long distance shit. But I’m lucky because you always make me feel loved, and that’s enough for me. ♥
- Good luck on your finals later! xx
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